Classes start in a week, and I don’t think I’m ready. I thought I had more time than this. I thought the 21st was further away.

I have all my books for this semester’s lit classes already, which I have stacked up on my dresser, waiting to be read. The top three books I have a week to get through, as they aren’t required for this semester. Rather, they were recommended through the other lit classes of last year, and I have yet to tackle them. Most of them are dead British authors which seem to be my favorite genre.

There are a few books on the pile that I’m not particularly excited to be reading. Billy Budd, Sailor by Herman Melville is one. I don’t particularly like classic American writing, and so am not looking forward to the American Lit class at all. If it wasn’t required for the English degree, I wouldn’t take it.

Another book I’m not looking forward to reading is Sir Gawain and the Green Knight. Which is depressing really, because it had been on my reading list before it had even been assigned for the Myth Lit class. Unfortunately, flipping through the book, it appears that it is written in Middle English, which is even harder to understand than Old English.1 I can only hope that I some how picked up the wrong copy, and we are really reading the translated version. After all, we’re reading Beowulf as well, and that has been translated from Middle English.

My Womens Lit class has been dropped by the college, and that means not enough people signed up for it. On one hand, it’s good because I couldn’t really afford another $70 in Lit books. On the other, it sucks because I was really looking forward to the class. Women often get overlooked in classic Lit selections because there were so many more prolific male writers during that time period.

So, other week until classes. I’ll be passing the time by avoiding the thought. Now that it’s right down to the wire, it turns out I’m not so excited to go back as I thought. Although, I’m sure that will change again when I finally do start classes. After all, it’s been a boring summer. And I do look forward to seeing all my school friends again.

- “Serve the Servants,” In Utero: Nirvana

  1. It seems strange, but Middle English is older than Old English. Old English being Shakespeare’s time, and Middle English being the second evolution of
    English, which is occasionally unrecognizable as English.[back]